I was foolish. Dumb. Stupid. Angeline was right. The reason why i ended up like this, i can't blame Eliz, but myself. She said that it was because i see Eliz a someone like a girlfriend to me already, when Eliz doesn't see me as a bf, but just a friend.
Ys, i tried. Tried. But all that i have given, why is it that the negative parts are always remembered. She was the greatest thing that ever happen to me, and i love every single moment i spent with her. Yet, why am i so devastated and broken now?
Eliz is young, and i am acting like shitty guy who doesn't want to hurt her feelings, but in th end, it did. I remember what i said, but i never seem to apply it. Eliz, i am sorry. Perhaps this 3 words won't mean a thing anymore, but i am sincerely sorry. I guess i only realised what angeline said was true. And if there's anything you regretted, i won't blame you. It's never your fault eliz. I thought i cool seal your feelings for me but i was wrong. And i lashed out with fury. Yes, i need to go anger management course. You said you're not your old self either, i agree... But it has affected me alot. I am not the old Robin you used to know. But i am trying to go back where we first started...
Eliz, tell the world that i was the one who make you shattered. And if they were to hurls stones at me, i am fine. I am in the wrong. I so badly want to die.