Weekends

Sigh!
I really feel so drained...
Saturday, i had to attend make up cg with W387 for the 2nd consecutive week. Well, it was a good sermon and i didn't regretted it.
After cg, I joined the members to play basketball... It's been a long time since i last played that. Weee!!!!!!!!!!!11 Scored many 3 pointers.... Good game brothers and sisters... :p
Sunday, i woke up late... 9+. Late for service! Argh! But nevertheless, i came for service at Jurong West. I felt that the service really gave me alot of reflections to think about... Talk about it some other time...
I'm in a hurry... Why? Cos it's 9:13pm and i just came from Pasir Labir camp just to colelct my CHARGER in my own camp at Khatib. Bloody hell... Took me 2 hours... I realised i can't survive without a phone...
Yesterday, I had one of the better moments with her.. Really enjoyed ourselves talking nonsense... It cleared my doubts... And i guess it cleared her as well... We felt totally renewed after service.
She really brightened up my day... Talk about the nonsensical dreams we had... I can't remember, but i realised she got alot of really 'out-of-this-world" dreams... Poor thing...
But whatever it is... Yesterday, the day ended well.. Don't ask how or why... It just is...
Sian... tomorrow on morning shift till 8pm at Pasir Labir camp... ARGH! This whole week and worse! I might have to miss cg again! Whatever it is, i'm trying to put God first in everything...
That day at service, God spoke to me this words and it touched me, "You're forgiven". I couldn't hold back my tears... I was sorry for the misdeeds and things that i went against Him.
Lets look for a better year ahead... Stronger spiritual walk with God.