Saturday, January 19, 2008

different

3rd post in one day.
Everything seems so different. She's not that kinda person she was last year. People change for the better... But i don't feel right about this. We're drifting further apart. Even in a friendship, we're drifting apart.
I hate that feeling. Whenever i read her blog, "No one can be there for me. I can't trust anyone. I'm not important to anyone." I will start to feel useless. Who is she to me? She's someone that who changed my past. She doesn't notice it. She came home just to countdown with me on msn, cos we can't meet at all. This are the minor things that i see in her. The effort she puts in. But on the other hand, i hope when she feels like no one is there for her, she will remember the times i came all the way down from my place to hers to console her from sorrow. It's about being sacrifice.
Love is something worth fighting for. Risk-taking. Bringing happiness to the soul. Love is an act of endless forgiveness. As we grow older, we'll know the true meaning of love.
We have not come to the stage of love, but i don't see it as an impossibility. Only time will tell.

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