On exercise

Lately, i had an exercise at Wargame Centre @ Pasir Laba camp. It's been a week and it's really tiring. Lack of sleep, over-reliant... But thank God it's over.
However, due to lack of concentration, i had a scolding from my boss for not being able to finish up a document on time. Well, i kinda got distracted, therefore, i lost track of it. Sigh, my mistake.
Ain't a good day when i hope it would be.
People have been asking me about me and Eliz... Why? We are not a couple... but yeah, maybe do look like one... But whatever it is, WE ARE NOT.
I'm always reminded of Jame 1:21 for i do face temptation. And i'm glad i've gotten over it for the past week. Eliz knew about it, and began to doubt me... Well, who can i blame? No one else. I'm bound to it and i'm willing to overcome it. I really hope she'll see it.
It just feels that when I need to understand her better.. Reading her blog, i ask myself 'What can I do'. Pray for her? Prayer works only if you believe in it with faith. That's an option. I look at her emotional post and it's something i feel that she needs to get rid of it. I'm worried. Yes i am. Why shouldn't I?
The kind of feeling for her is something i've never felt before. She's just so special to me. Again, i'm not here to be a RESCUER, mind you.
I don't know... that's the kinda answer i always get from her... Hmm... must try to get her to say something else. Haha!

Secondly, after bringing up the subject about CHC and the members in my previous posts, i don't have much regrets. Doesn't mean i will backslide. No i won't. At times, i feel CHC is the right church for me, at times not. I can't stand up to criticsm. Each time i reply, i stutter. But i know, God is with me. Lash out whatever critics say... it doesn't imply on me. I have to be strong. Yes, there are people who are against our church, I RESPECT their decision. So yes, I'm still staying in CHC. No worries... Going for CG meeting later.
Blog tomorrowe night. On duty with an officer no one wants to do duty with... sigh...