What a busy day it was, yesterday and today... as we prepare for a security check in camp...
Lots of last minute stuff to do...

Both Ryan and I were probably the last NSF to leave camp... that's because we're honestly putting in a lot of effort in our work... Wasn't really happy with Jun Long's attitude towards this crucial period. Where was he? Teamwork? Hell no... He took leave while me and Ryan struggled to finish up whatever we could... And today, he didn't even help at all and went clubbing instead... Tomorrow's the security audit, and it's in this time, you realise who are the ones who will really help...
SSG Ben is a great man who encourages us when we feel a bit stressed up...
He's been there, and probably the only regular who sees the effort we made...
Sadly, his superior still arrow him tons of work despite knowing the fact that this time, it's difficult to manage lots of work at the same time...

Haiz...
Like what she said, she probably got tired of talking to me... She say, everyday talk very sian... And well, i didn't hear from her today, not even any return calls...
Despite limited time to even sit down for a cup of coffee, i called her, wanted to see if she's ok... No answer... No call back...
Yeah, things will never be the same.