This is DEFINITELY the very last time i blog.
I don't see any reason to continue on with life.

And all this while, i did what i could... but my best was not enough.
It makes me feel that in life, i've failed miserably as a friend. I've done nothing good... I'm just a useless asshole despite the times i was there for her which she probably forgot.

I tried to watch out for her, but she called me possessive... It never crossed my mind, and i know that well... There's nothing i could do if she thinks of me that way. Nothing.
And when it comes down to nothing, there's exactly NOTHING in life that will ever make me the happy or jovial person i once was.

Right, i messed up her life, i screwed up all the chances given to me, my life is fucked up... And when i was genuine about my apologies, I got that threw back in my face...

Whatever it is, I'm sure and i know that Eliz will be happy when i'm gone... She will be, trust me.

And so, i end it all here...