Moving on will take awhile...
And i realise that i want to... not for the benefit of my needs, but hers.
Yeah... She needs her space, and i probably was such an asshole like she mentioned so many times...

My world and life shouldn't resolve around one person, though she means alot to me. But yeah, like what i said, I can't let it be for MY benefit...
Spacing out for her, I know it will make her happy, and i feel that's what she needs... Time heals, and i hope that it will... I will always regard her as a friend, no matter what...

I wish to start by focusing on my walk with God. I know i've been dragging this for like forever, and it points to nowhere... I can't dwell in this forver and i ought to pick myself up, cos no one can, except me.
And yeah, I need to start renewing my mind... Renew, renew...

Life is just something we go through, to prepare ourselves eternity...

*Listening to CCC's "For Your Glory" album on imeem... Love it!"