Watched 3 movies from 10pm to 5am.

1st up was, The Exorcist: The Beginning - It totally freaked me out
It was shown on Channel 5.

After that, watch Final Destination 3 on Youtube. It was divided into 12 parts.
Brutal!

And watched this funny teen comedy, Eurotrip. Had a few good laughs...


But behind all these, lies a broken hearted person.

I failed to show her the love when the chance was there. Knowing these words, "I don't like you anymore..." just tore me apart.

I wish she would really look back and remember all the times we had together. The thought of watching her cling to another guy just breaks my heart... I can't move on. I tried, but it seems impossible.
Letting go of her will be one of the toughest to do.
The times when i went out with her for the past weeks, it was totally different. Nothing exciting. The feeling she had for me, was gone. I was myself, though at times, very 'emo'.

Now, it seems the best days won't come. It wouldn't.
Everyone deserve love time and time again. For the mistakes made, there's always still time to make amends. It's never easy making things go smooth and happy the way we all hoped for... But through the times spent, it's the need to be accepted again.
That's what I'm searching for. And i hope she would realise that.

From today, i don't think i can ever be that happy anymore. I don't think I'll be, especially when she finds someone else. I would sink, and tell myself, "I could be the one. But i screwed it up."

The question here is, "How far would I go for someone like her... Just to win her back?"