Monday, July 7, 2008

Yesterday's gone... tomorrow's here...
Oh! Yesterday, watched Hancock. "HAND COCK"... It was quite an average movie. Though i find that the story line isn't what one would expect. It was a good movie for a good laugh as well...

I can't stop smiling when i think about yesterday... At the same time, i felt irritated that i lack privacy. Should i say more about it? I guess I've said enough but the "irritating presence" is something that creates unwanted "stress". Though it wasn't directed to me, I am able to read their thoughts.
Whatever.

I never thought i would be able to be sitted by her side and watch the scenery at Esplanade under the dark skies. As I let her listened to Alter Bridge's "Watch Over You", my heart started to melt, just like ice cream under the hot sun. The burning desire to be by her side. Thoughts about what would happen to her when I'm gone.

She asked me what i wanna do when i complete serving NS. I really don't know a definite answer. But i did had plans. Working for my step-brother was a possibility. Or maybe take 'O' Levels. She would be as well...
I have this fear of disappointing her in the end. I don't want that to happen, therefore, i will strive to do whatever i can for my benefit and for he to be proud of. She knows i'm not stupid, just plain lazy...

Sigh.. Lets buck up, get moving.
<3

I know after typing this, she might recieve alot of lectures... Well, what's a blog for when nothing is spoken about. Like that, i would be portrayed as a boring person... Or, a villain in their eyes.

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