Nicole's coming back today.

I just knew it like 45 minutes before her arrival at Changi Airport... None of the members knew about it, and well, i told them.
I wanted to go cos she's still my cg leader no matter how much differences i have with the church, and maybe cg. And knowing that she was by my side through my darkest hours.
Oh yeah, thanks Eliz and Alwin for telling us about it. Because it was too late for anyone and last minute, none of the members were able to... Wei Liang could be on his way now...

Anyway, i didn't know why i immediately just jumped out of my seat when i recalled that Nicole will be back today. And immediate rush and urge to inform the members. After many cold-blooded 'silent' war i have against CHC members, i do realise that they are still a part of my life as friends.

Being impulse probably put me in a position when i can no longer relate with them... I don't know... How many times have i let it suck me dry that i leave and return, leave and return...

Yeah... still part of N402... I'll go for CG tomorrow.