Was it a rash decision to leave church?
At first, i thought it was when i met up with Vincent to share my views... But well, another problem arise.
Hate to elaborate... Don't see a need to. If everyone thinks i had any ill-intentions about teaching Angeline dreamweaver without Wesley around, then go ahead...
I'm not afraid of gossips now... or rumors... Do i have run for cover? No. Do i have to feel guilty? No. What for? Angeline's just a friend. And to me, in order to teach properly, i need her full attention. To be honest, i just hate teaching the same person something more than once. I don't want her to lose her concentration when I teach her. To him, it's disrespectful. Well, think about it... What did Angeline convey to you? I believe there were some loops holes to save herself. I did SUGGESTED not DEMAND. "Is it ok that Wesley won't be around?"
And i wanted her to ask him and tell me what he said. So why not directly ask wesley? I wanted to see if Angeline can be trusted AGAIN.
Perhaps, misinterpretation. I don't know. But no, i never wanted to hide it from Wesley. Secondly, has he given a second thought that i wouldn't be so dumb to try to hook up with her? He let 'natural instinct' get the better of him. This is where trust should be brought in. We've hanged out in the first few months when N402 started out. There was this bond and maybe trust. And for God's sake, I'm not dumb to do stupid things. Why would i provoke a friend's relationship. Does he not trust that I am there to teach, nothing else?
I suggest that it's best that he hear me out before jumping to conclusion cos for everything that is mentioned, is for a reason. Sorry, Angeline just wasted an opportunity to learn something i could teach her... Go find someone else. Don't find me again. We need to draw the line between teaching and having fun. When it comes to teaching, please be aware in the future that i don't need a 3rd party to be observing my every move just because you're her boyfriend for it only pressurise the person teaching, or become her distraction. Otherwise, i'm just wasting my time teaching. See, the thought of being nice to help.
I'll let God decide about this. Probably He will not look into this issue, but others as well.
I couldn't care less... To me, i'm done with it cos i did my part.
Yes, my statement stirred it up and i'll take the blame. A humble man doesn't bow out with cowardice or feeling defeated.