I'm still feeling really very tired... probably, maybe even bothered by everything that happened lately...
Been sleeping late... Just to do something out of my own willingness... hopefully she'll like it...
But what bothers me is about how words spread so fast... and causes alot of misunderstandings...
Right, i left church, I left CG N402. Am i regretting? I did, but not now. I don't want to be pressed on to stay, stay, stay when my heart is in not in it anymore... otherwise I'm doing something that's just for the sake of others...
Even Eliz couldn't stop me from leaving. No. It's not because of her that i left. So don't try to be a smart ass and jump to conclusion and make her feel guilty. I left due to alot of personal reasons and issues i'm against CHC. I don't wish to elaborate further on.
Is it so strong that no one can stop me? Well, at first i thought Eliz would be able to unlock this, but I was wrong. She wasn't able to. If she can't, then no one else can.
We speak alot of ASSUMPTIONS. I don't assume, but i would say, based on experiences, it got me to dislike CHC, whether you've faced such situations before. People usually say, 'Based on my experience..." is more of like an opinion when no answer should be right or wrong. Therefore, why bother to counter it? Cos whatever a person experience doesn't always happen to others.. Neither can you expect others to listen to your 'experience'.
There are things that i observe in CHC, you may not... but i don't care anyway... argue all you want... And go and read my blog post dated 25th March 2008.
Pretty much, everything is being said there...