Ok... so SHE was right to have said stuff about me that's not very pleasant behind my back... I'm not angry that she cares for Eliz... But where's that mutual respect and basic courtesy?
I laid down my anger and pride and hatred for her once... And even called her and apologize saying that maybe i've misunderstood her... But yet, she kept saying things to eliz that i'm not aware of. Telling her things and not to tell me shows how even Christians can be... No, it's not because how i would react.
I would react in 2 ways... One, if she told me in my face, i respect her courage and honesty even though it would hurtful and well,. But i would bear the hurt for such honesty and respect. But if she is chooses to tell others about me and tell them not to say a word about it to me, i felt that, this shows cowardice rather than trying to be smart or even helpful...
Put your feet in my shoes and walk this road. Being scared of how i would respond is not an issue that one shouldn't fear...
You give me respect, i'll give you respect.

2ndly, how did i know this? Well, we all say, the walls has ears... No, Eliz NEVER even told me anything about what she said. But just mentioned that "I'm not supposed to tell..." Well, point noted. Thank you. I accept that. And my mind will shift to something which is, "Why? Is it about me? If it isn't why so guilty? Why have to hide?" We're all humans and we have feelings... Be it you being a leader or not, or a helper or not, each one of us are EQUAL in the eyes of God... Don't go over the limit to show who's the boss around. I don't expect everyone to be perfect, cos i'm not. And i know i'm way below everybody in many areas of life... But i shouldn't be judge just because of my past character. I don't need people to be a parrot and give a second reminder about it.

You got other things to worry in your life... When we say we care, we don't just focus on one person's feelings.

Eliz is a great person. And no doubt i believe she'll be a success in life. She's capable of it and when anything happens, there will be people there for her. I do not trust myself to take good care of her perfectly, neither do i trust anyone else will as well... But rather, i trust that she's in the right hands with God. Not everyone can advice well... some advices leads to confusion... And well, makes things even worser than it already is... Not all leaders are PERFECT. Agreed? But well, with God by Eliz side, i shall not worry anymore... She's in the Lord's hand all the while.

Lets just say, I rest my case...