Letting go

After 6 months of pursuit after her...
I chose to let go... so close, yet so far. And i felt that this is the only right way to make the both of us feel better.
It takes alot of courage to let go of the one person who has really brought alot of happiness to my life... more than i could ever ask for. And i do hope she will remember those moment we spent together.
The decision came only to realise that love can never be force. Being persistent is one thing, but it's something i believe is the downfall of how things turned up lately. I'm not abandoning her. Of course i wouldn't do that
I felt better now... And i hope that she's really happy about this decision i made. We want happiness for each other... Yeah, no more broken hearts then. :)

Sometimes, i do hope she'll come back still... But now, i have to leave everything to God, telling Him that my relationships are meant for Him to decide. Same goes for her.
Eliz, it's time we prepare our hearts to God and let us not stray away from Satan's ways of distracting us.

Once again, i really thank her for the memories she has placed in my heart... Everything, i remember so clearly. And I really thank God for such an amazing person.
I truly adore her and will always.
She'll always be somebody I'll stand by her side when she needs a shoulder to cry on. That is how far a friend would go... To sacrifice time to make sure the other is alright.
EVEN IF THAT FARHAN EVER COME AND HARASS YOU, I'LL KICK HIS BLOODY ASS...
Ok... vengeance belongs to the Lord. :)