It's 1:03am... Can't sleep... too troubled... Can't eat, no appetite... I really felt that this is really torture... Yet, i try not to fault her... If it all never began with me, this wouldn't happen...

Sometimes, i pray that God will guide her and be there for her... Comfort her like He always do...
God is great, nonetheless...


Right now, i will release the pain to God, and i hope she will as well...
There's so many things that happened, been misunderstood because of the things that happened... But God knows what i've been doing and i have feared Him that i dare not lie against Him.

I hope for the best for Eliz. And i wish i could tell her how much I still care for her despite all these... cos she is a friend to me... and a child of God.

"Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil;" - 1 Corinthians 13:4-5



What will become of me, i do not know... I may just disappear and never come back...