Thank you

THANK YOU. These 2 words are powerful and it means alot to people. It shows that your efforts have been appreciated by the other party. Some to the extent that they blog it, lightening the others with warm feeling.
This kept on bothering me the moment i read her blog.

I can count the number of times she didn't say it to me when i spent alot of times with her. Yes, some are just small efforts, some takes alot of effort.

I always wanted to hear those words from her... "THANK YOU, ROBIN." I understand now is a difficult time for her to say it after all we've been through... The importance of this is not because of pride, but rather, i want her to remember me for the good deeds i've done that would make her type, "THANK YOU, ROBIN..." Without being forced to.

I'm sorry that I made a huge fuss out of it... All my life, i wanna be appreciated for what i have done good and not the bad things i did. And for Eliz to say "Thank you" to me and mention it in her blog, i guess i will find it hard. Cos i never seem to do things right for her. But Eliz, I'm trying... Trying...