RENEWED

I inked this in the middle of night on paper, and decided to post it on my blog. This is all self-composed. And read it like a poem, read it to a tune you can create. By far, this is my best piece. Enjoy.
I choose to have something violent yet strong. Don't read it like a worship or praise song like we sing in church.



RENEWED

The gate of my heart weld shut
Veins covered by guilt and shame and lust
Stream of uncertainity brought endless doubts
In silence I waited for what is real
Only to see myself sink into a bottomless void

But You've always been there
Negligence got the better of me
Stepping into a vicious circle of pride
Took me away from Your presence

Open the gates and set me free
Devour my heart bounded by sins
And give me a new heart of holiness and righteousness
For I may walk in Your path
Once again.

Raising my hands as I watch myself surrender
The battle had been won.

I wrote this after yesterday's renewed faith in God. That i've been battling with the many problems in life and soon, i found myself losing sight of God. But I came to my senses that without God, I am nothing no matter how much i try to be someone.