It was that moment. When i read her recent post. It's horrific! I couldn't believe what I am reading.
I was so close to tears to watch Eliz turning to be someone that i never expected she would. Killing, suicide thoughts corrupted her mind, And it pleases her. Why does she smell DEATH around her?
I couldn't cbear to continue, but i had to.

"Eliz, we all know that in life, we go through trials and tribulation. No one is perfect. If everyone is, there wouldn't be mistakes. But this is life and you have to accept it and not just give up with thoughts of killing yourself. I told you before, if you feel like a failure, it will make you one. We may have failed in certain areas of our lives, but we are bound to pick ourselves up and learn form the mistake. Some mistakes maybe to tragic to accept, but it had been done. Move on. Easy to say? But it takes awhile. We're given 24 hours each day to do something with our lives. Are you gonna spend all these 24 hours wondering how it's like to kill someone or yourself?

There are many reasons why I am not giving up on you. No, it's not about the love issue, but rather, I don't want you to be looked down and just brushed aside. You are strong Eliz, you only make yourself look weak. Why am i typing this in the wee hours? 3:37am in the morning? Cos i'm worried, and i'm thinking about it all the while.

Eliz, people can never change you. It's your choice to make such decisive answer. Huh? We humans can go to an extent to lend you a helping hand, but maybe not too much. But God's love is everlasting that HE is there no matter what. You lack FAITH eliz.

I better go and sleep... I'll talk to you tomorrow Eliz.