Haven't been around blogging huh?

Sian... Lately, heavy downpour... My stupid army clerical shoes got so wet that even, that 'soggy' feeling disgust me. *Squish squish* Sickening sound. Hold socks drenched. Eew! Walking aound with wet socks in a pair of wet shoes!
God, stop the heavy showers!

I miss her. There's this sadness in me that i'm being looked at as an enemy. Not to her, but her members in church. Don't have to mention. I'm being unconvinced by others... I'll do my best to prove others wrong
I have to...

I fear for her. That she will go back to where she was yesterday. And i made this statement that i hope she will remember.

"The moment you think of the bad past, you step into this realm. A realm that's hard to get out from.
For example, in a friendship, people sometimes remember the good things , but when the bad things occur, they leave a mark there. Always remembering it. It overwrites the goodness of what his/her friend did.
Same, your future is like a friend the moment you stop thinking about the good things to come in the future, and your past thoughts return, you'll never forget it. It will haunt you."

Eliz, no matter how others look at me, I know God knows me best. And lately, His Words transformed me inwardly, and outwardly. His Words made me bold to take a step of faith in the little things I do. And that includes overcoming your fears. I typed this because you fell asleep while MSNing, haha! It's ok. It's 2:09am. Others do not want me to be close to you, for they fear the same thing would happen again. I may not be strong to convince them, but neither shall i be weak. It's only through actions that can win me over, therefore, i really hope they will give us space.
A true friend sacrifices for another through actions, not by words alone.
So Eliz, do not let your past haunt you and let it hinder your walk towards God's path. Remember, we're in a war, against everything that come against our faith and trust in God. It's either you choose to be weak for God and lose out, or be strong with confidence that you can knock all those little demons in your life...

Eliz, jia you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1