Abandon you?

Abandon you, Eliz?
How could i do that? It is impossible. Though we believe that nothing is impossible, for this it is.
How do you want me to abandon you after what we have gone through? You felt that you're troubling me? No. Never.
Why am i so persistent in trying to get you to change your character or the words you say? Cos i don't want you to be not liked by others. In life, you need people to be with you, not push them aside.
Yes, sometimes, people get annoyed by your 'dunno' answers. They want to help you but they can't. It's difficult for them cos you dare not open up to them and share what's going through in life for you. Yes, you're young and confused, but are you going to be like this forever? Understand that people love you, God loves you. And they will do all they can to help you. But first, you got to pick yourself up. People can only give you advices, but not change you. Tranformation is beyond others capability. Only you can make a decision to change for the better. Eliz, i am here for you. Always. I will never abandon you no matter how annoyed i get with your 'don't know' answers. Yes, i have to be honest. BUT, I won't give up. It's not just for love sake, but rather, it's for yourself.
How are you gonna live life in the outside world when your answers are never convincing to others? I accept the fact that you're confused. Well, this happens. But for your entire life, you're confused?
God has mould you in His own creativity. God has given you talent. God has directed a path for you when you're in your mum's womb. And you have to believe this. Without God, sometimes, we feel helpless... I feel that way too. He is our source and our salvation. No human being can compare to how superior and almighty He is. I am not great either, but it is God that sometimes gives me confidence in life. I'm sure God gives you that. Apply what you learn in church.

You know, those times we spent together, they were the happiest day of my lives. Cos it was always something that brought a smile to our face. And when you cried, i was there for you. I don't ever want to abandon you. Yes, you can't rely on my all the time, but sometimes, when no one is there, i am. No, it is NEVER a troublesome thing. NEVER. It is like what i called, "My duty to heal the broken heart" Valentines Day is coming, and i know, we won't be able to spend it together, but it's ok. I just want you to know, you will always be remembered even when i'm far away from you.

I love you with all my heart, that sometimes, the greatest sacrifices for you are worthwhile.
May God bless you abundantly, anoint you with wisdom, strengthen you... When i am gone, God is still there with open arms.

<3
Robin