It's been 2 weeks since i last felt a pinch of heartache.
And i told myself, i'm never gonna get myself into a relationship soon.

I never knew that relationship break ended quite fast... Soon i found myself falling for someone whom I've never met before only through conversations on msn and sms, 3 days ago... And on the 2nd day, i asked her out for Valentines.

Indeed, we met, only at 10pm after we had our stuff to do. It didn't turn out nervous as i thought it would be, she was really someone that i feel i can get comfortable with. I know for sure, im not running away from my own feelings that i'm making her just a replacement for Eliz. I realised that I actually developed some feelings for her even when we were just smsing constantly... In one day, close to 200+, which she didn't realise.

I couldn't find any flowers to get for her... the common sight of bouquets made me feel bad... So, i got her dark chocolates from Godiva, which i hope she will like it. I did hesitate for a moment at the shop, even asking the guy tending there, what time they close... "Now..." -_-
I didn't want to think i bought it out of impulse, but maybe i did. I just don't wanna meet her empty handed. We sat down at many places, got chased by an uncle who wanted to clean the seats as it's already 12am... Had my dinner at Subway... And i got to know about her family background abit and how she was like during her JC and sec school days...

Everything really went smoothly, the more i spent with her, the more i enjoy being with her. We cab home, only to realise, she stay quite near from where i stay (a place I can hardly call home these days...)

I couldn't sleep last night as i just kinda recalled the time i spent with her. 3 days, that's really fast... I believe this needs to be put to a halt. But if food is so delicious, you wouldn't wanna stop eating right? Same feeling. When this feeling kept blossoming, i don't ever want it to stop... Ami just afraid of this opportunity being taken away? I don't know...

But i know clearly, I've gotten over Eliz. At least, 90%. (yes, there's a percentage...)

=(