Is there even a possibility of getting this resolved? I tried what i could, controlling my emotions. I know by arguing is pointless... I just wanted her to understand and at least give me a break from all her sarcasms... It doesn't seem it's gonna stop.
With an msn conversation like this:

小珊*eLiZ ~~~我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
uh...
小珊*eLiZ ~~~我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
ya
It doesn't matter who understands, as long as you don't... then no one does says:
hey
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
yea
It doesn't matter who understands, as long as you don't... then no one does says:
how come you called me?
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
cus i wanted 2 ask u
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
whud ure mutual understanding wass
It doesn't matter who understands, as long as you don't... then no one does says:
ph.
It doesn't matter who understands, as long as you don't... then no one does says:
oh
It doesn't matter who understands, as long as you don't... then no one does says:
i dunno if you're ready or prepared to talk to me in a calm way
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
uh
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
lol\
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
will
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
u just tellme
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
or else
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
i realli will just go on blocking u
It doesn't matter who understands, as long as you don't... then no one does says:
OH
It doesn't matter who understands, as long as you don't... then no one does says:
*oh.....;...
It doesn't matter who understands, as long as you don't... then no one does says:
Eliz, if you still insist of blocking me, then i don't even think you're prepared to talk to me
It doesn't matter who understands, as long as you don't... then no one does says:
Cos you're still holding something like a grudge on me... I wish you would let go of this grudge and stop thinking of me negatively
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
ok..
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
den suan ler
It doesn't matter who understands, as long as you don't... then no one does says:
come on eliz... why is your mindset still so stubborn
It doesn't matter who understands, as long as you don't... then no one does says:
haiz... nvm....
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
cus..
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
i dont like u
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
=)
It doesn't matter who understands, as long as you don't... then no one does says:
do you really think i will want to hurt you like that?
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
uh
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
hw would i noe=)
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
if u can do it
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
u can do it agn
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
so.
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
i still wont like u
It doesn't matter who understands, as long as you don't... then no one does says:
for one thing i know, all this while, you've misunderstood my intentions
It doesn't matter who understands, as long as you don't... then no one does says:
That's why i wanted you to come with me on saturday to talk to pastor
It doesn't matter who understands, as long as you don't... then no one does says:
I'm already trying to be calm, controlling my emotions.... but look at how you reply me...
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
uh
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
u tink i care if u blow up?
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
uhm
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
dont expect me to
It doesn't matter who understands, as long as you don't... then no one does says:
see
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
realli treat u as a kid
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
and ans u like so whud sia
It doesn't matter who understands, as long as you don't... then no one does says:
do you know by the way you are replying just shows how immature you are?
It doesn't matter who understands, as long as you don't... then no one does says:
You're doing it intentionally to hurt me yet again
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
uh no
It doesn't matter who understands, as long as you don't... then no one does says:
yes
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
i nt so wuliao
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
to gu yi hurt u
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
its u like
It doesn't matter who understands, as long as you don't... then no one does says:
it's not about being wuliao
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
expect me to be like wao so kind 2 u 1 meh
小珊*eLiZ 我是无辜的变态~*{{tRaUmAtiZEd*}} says:
plz
It doesn't matter who understands, as long as you don't... then no one does says:
can you pls stop looking down on me
It doesn't matter who understands, as long as you don't... then no one does says:
haiz, if you want to go on being like that and expect things to come to a halt, it wouldn't. The reply you're giving isn't giving any chance to make that happen, but adding more salt to the wound....

People will ask me.. What's the point of going so far for someone like her.... "She's mean, she's worthless", "There are other people out there.." All those are opinions of others that never crossed my mind. One thing i know is that how is she worthless when there's a place in my heart that I'm reminded that she's one of those rare person who actually cares for her friend. I will always remember the times she was there for me. Despite all these and the responses i get from her, I'm not going to deny that. Cos that's the real Eliz that i know and probably everyone do know as well.

I know alot of chances i screwed it up. I know each time i'm given the chance, i'm repentful about it. Mistakes do occur cos things doesn't change overnight. Not the right excuse, i know, but everyone knows that. I hope she does.
I really hope she stops looking down on me for who i was, cos it's not somebody that she thinks. I have to be positive about myself and confident that I can change for the better.
But i really pray that Eliz would give herself a break and stop attacking me with sarcasms. Cos it's not needed at all...