I feel troubled yet again. As i watch my stupidity catch up with me once again.
Wondering why i still get heavily affected by Eliz, as much as I've tried to move on, or away from it. The past probably caught up with me, to a point that i screwed things up again.

Seriously, who can i blame? No one. I kinda feel lifeless now... Just days ago, I thought the spell of this depressing mood clouding above me have gone... It seems that I've brought it back, and if things doesn't start going right, it's gonna stay for good.

Right now, i just hope to hear from Rhian. I don't want to get misunderstood again, yes, AGAIN.