I will look back if i could
And tell myself that i should love you the way one should.
Cos you mean alot to me
Ever since i first fell for you.

We were young and so innocent, like little doves.
But I failed to express the meaning of love
My heart turned black, like the wings of a raven
Greed took over me, like a scavenger

As my self-esteem just grow stronger...
My heart grew colder.
Invading you, I couldn't let you go
Crap, I was such an asshole.

Till today, i can never forgive myself
For making your life a living hell.

All i want to say is that I love you
And I'm sorry for what I've put you through
Deep down inside, i feel your pain
Now, all i can do is pray.

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You have been a part of my life
And will always be till the day i die
There's something about your smile
That made every moment spent with you worthwhile

To be there for you always
Is where i wanna be
Like you were there for me
I'll guide you when you're lost

But if ever I should die
And leave before you do
I just want you to know
My love for you is true

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It's 2:30am, hours before you wake up. And i spent hours trying to fix this poem. Pardon me if it's funny, or not written well... It's my first try, but something i tried with all i could and my true feelings.

Once again, Eliz, I'm sorry.

<3
Robin