Things are so different now. Though i've got my FM2008 to accompany me, i watch as my once 'best friend' stop contacting me.
Yeah, the evil spirit of lonliness still dwells in me. And i just miss her calls, her msges... Even though it was so random...
Now, her intent is to break away from me, cos we can't be that close...
Why is she doing this to me?
Haiz...

I know i've been happy lately... but only to realise that, i'm still in a state of depression... I never had a best friend, until she came into my life. Now, that she chose to stop contacting me regularly, I realise that i no longer have a friend i can talk to, and trust. I have no one, I'm alone.

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Been playing Football Manager 08 lately... Though the new edition of this addictive "strategy" is coming out soon...

Very realistic football managing game... And it's not just about buying your favourite players and putting them in your choice of team.
It's about strategising and how you manage your player.
Player's morale, contracts, form, making them feel at home... And winning games together.
Currently leading my beloved AC Milan in the Italian Serie A, top of the table now, but i need to do some arrangements to my aging defence....

I'm currently playing a formation, 2-4-1-2-1
Complicated huh?
My strength lies in my midfield that's instrumental in the game, dictating the attack.
I'm seriously spoilt for choice when it comes to picking my midfield.

Attacking midfielders:
Kaka, Rafael Van Der Vaart, Joao Moutinho, Pablo Piatti, Yoann Gourcuff

Defensive midfielders:
Gennaro Gattuso, Andrea Pirlo, Miguel Veloso