I just have this urge to blog, but i'm cluessless about how to pen the thoughts that's running through my head.
I feel let down by the person i am or turned out to be.

Am I not capable of anything at all?

Sigh, I know, deep inside of me, I love her so much. I find it difficult to show that to her. She deserves someone by her side, and yet, such a thing i can't do.

My mind is not working now... I can't think much... Yet, at the same time, I watch myself bow my head, walking around with my head bowed... I'm such a failure...

I'm sorry.