Friday, April 11, 2008

I despise those who abuse their rank and start picking on the lower ranks...
And i hate it when i'm being forced to cover up for something when i shouldn't be cos i know what's happening around. And being hurled vulgarities just because i refuse to resort to such source of 'trickery'. It will do them good, but will it do me any good if this 'trick' is being exposed? No.
I felt they were really selfish to think like that and even coming up sentence like, "This is how the army works.."
I'm sorry? Army teaches soldiers to lie through their nose? I beg your pardon.
I felt humiliated as i tried to reason with this 2nd Sergeant dickhead. And i told him that if he wants me to lie, tell it to my boss... And if he agrees, i'll do it. He kept quiet for awhile and continued his poor usage of english with vulgarities and even pointed middle finger at me. I felt really offended. But what can i do? Nothing, but try to explain nicely and he called it, 'showing attitude'. But what I'm amazed is that in such cases, i used to reply with the same amount of vulgarities or even more on him, but apparently, i didn't. I don't see how POWERFUL 'f**k' could mean... Nothing much... probably tells the other person how extremely unhappy you are...

And he's always using his rank to prove he's in the right. Yes, I'm stubborn... But because of past experience about covering up and being exposed, there's this feeling gripping me from 'lying'.
So what does he want me to lie about? Stocks... Electronic gadgets in the branch... Anything missing, just come out a lie and trick the stock takers... Feel sorry for the stock takers...

Well, I'm pleased to know the vengeance belongs to the Lord, and so it shall be... Amen.

I miss her.... Yet again... Always....

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