Admit it, we're drifting away... Maybe you wanted it. I didn't. I don't know...
There seems to be a guy out there now who can look after you... teach you... Perhaps you'll be happier.
I feel this brokeness in me suddenly... "He's coming o my house to teach me..."
Well, he's smart, i'm not. Just a dumbass... A least he got a reason to drop by at her place... When I go, she get lectured... 5 years age difference probably was the reason why. Sigh, maybe. Her mum probably thinks lowly of me... I'm 20. It's kinda sad when there's no ill-intentions.

Still, i really missed the days i spent with her... Now really feeling lonely. Lonliness is probably my only friend now.